Monday, October 29, 2007
she blammed.do you have any idea what that means?i hate not knowing stuff.haha.like i know everything in the world huh.gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i hate this non-feeling-i-dunno-how-to-explain-it feeling.i feel so..so empty.haha.mebe its cos im listenin to empty by the click five rite now.its all remus's fault.he keeps givin me sad songs.haha.wait.haha doesnt signify sadness.so the haha ends here.i went to disneyland before lahh.in 2004.thats like 3 years back but i clearly remember meeting all the disney characters.like donald and goofy.goshh.those two are so cute mann.i remember going on all the really scary rides with my dad and tash 3.tash 1 was busy stuffin herself with french fries with my mum.the two scaredy cats of the family.haha.im glad im not that scared of heights.its fun goin on the roller coaster.roller coasters make me HIGH((:and yeah michhelle.i do miss ur hugs.too bad ure in thailand.no where else on this planet can u find hugs that come from me.thats a compliment to myself.ellen degeneres says we have to stay positive and ignore all the bad stuff in the world.why focus on the negativity when u've got happiness to enjoy?i dunno if its true but im trying so hard to make myself believe it.so hard im starting to think its all a lie.what the heck.
dozing off at 3:38 PM